Starting to wonder....

I've had some negative feelings this week, and I want to get beyond them. They are not of the Father, so I know it's the enemy just playing with my emotions. Nothing earth shattering, just wishful thinking in some ways. And sometimes, wanting for what I don't have isn't a good place to be. So....

I listed a lot of my blessings the last blog. But I don't think you can get too much of that. Today i am thankful for ~

My home, and paying rent each month knowing I don't have to worry about other things like homeowners insurance, repairs and maintenance, taxes, etc.

Going to lunch today with ginni. This is something I've felt like I miss out on because they live so far away. OK, and hour isn't the other side of the world, but some days it feels like it. So I'm off to take her to lunch and spend some awesome time with her.

My hubby. He is off with the men's group this morning, but he'll be home soon. And he is so committed to this new life we have. It's so encouraging to have him to lean on, which has not always been the case in the past. At least not spiritually. It's good to have a solid head of our home.

A light at the end of the tunnel. There are two bills that will be paid off in the next few months. One will be before Christmas and the other in March or so. Once they are paid, we are going to be SO much better off. It would be great to pay them off early, but either way we are blessed.

Randy's new job. Man, I am SO thankful that he has a light at the end of his tunnel too. He wants to get his debt paid off and get out on his own. And we are ready for the same. I love him, and we want the best for him. I am hoping he can get a place on his own and that life is taking a turn for the better for him.

Fall weather. I missed not getting out enough this summer. But that was my own growth, and it was worth it. I'm happy the weather is cooling off some, and camping time is upon us. I am super busy with my job, Addi, Jake, Band Boosters, church, bible study, etc. This fall is going to be great!

I think it's time to get off of Facebook. I love my FB friends, and all that. But it seems like it's a source of unnecessary misery at times. I love seeing pictures, and updates, but I also see how it's a time hog and there are so many other things I could do with my time that would be more productive and positive.

Let's see, I think that's it for today. I'm watching the Wiggles with Addi and was surprised that they were singing a song that mentioned "the Lord" and "Ezekiel". I was glad, just surprised. I need to get my list of things to do together, since we leave for camping on Saturday. I am SOOOO ready to go. I need to go to the grocery store, give the dog a bath and trim, pack the camper, and I really wanted to make some curtains for the camper but I don't know that it's going to happen today or tomorrow.

Blessings to all of you...

~Jesi